July 12, 2011

CUTE, AND LAME... AT THE SAME TIME.


My little Gabriel. Baby boy clothes BONPOINT. Baby boots UGG. Stuffed animals ZARA HOME KIDS. Wooden toys BLACK WAGON. Cake pops IN THE MOOD FOR SWEETS.

Where am I? I miss my bitchiness... I'm feeling sleepy, tired, grumpy, still a bit fat, and some how I manage to be kind most of the time!!! Becoming a mother has done unspeakable things to me. And I have a reputation to uphold!

Some people, my friends, believe that is all for the best, but I have my serious doubts. When it comes to be nice to people, how nice is acceptable in order to not become lame? Lately I've been thinking how much this all motherhood experience has had a positive influence on me. Or not. I haven't got the chance to close a big deal. Yet. But I'm very concern regarding how much my toughness was affected with all this mellowness. This can be very dangerous! What about all the people I've managed to keep away through the years? I don't want them to think that it's okay to smile at me or to try to make casual conversation with me! I hate casual! And I hate people! Oh God, what have I done?? What has Gabriel done to me? Yes. This is all because of my cute son! Why does he have to be so damn cute?

I find myself doing trend sets around baby fashion... that's lame. And cute at the same time. Who would think of something like that? Not in a million years... I guess from now on, I'm gonna embrace the new me, and save some of the old me for those who deserve it. But for now, this is my trend set dedicated to my baby boy. Because not only he deserves the new me, but because he gave a meaning to my life that I had no right to expect. Je t'adore mon coeur :)