October 1, 2011

BIRD CAGE

BIRD CAGE

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Four months ago I became a mom, and ever since I feel like I'm in a bird cage. I'm not saying I'm gonna loose my freedom forever, but these little birds are quite a lot like those pigeons you have under your window and can't get them to shush! Eeeeevery time with their little beaks open, relentlessly. God forbid, I love my kid to death, but a few days ago I caught myself leaving the house with little Gabriel crying, with what it seams to be a bathrobe, disheveled, and with visible hairy legs that could haunt for life the dreams of anyone who passed by. And with my sunnies on, just in case I ran into someone I know. Just to make him shush!!!!! When the hell did I become so sloppy? Oh - wait - since I became a mom! That's right! Everything I've criticized motherhood about, it's happening.

Bit by bit I manage to take a bath everyday, brush my teeth, little conquests that remind me I'm still a human being after all, and that even though I'm a doll, I smell too :) I even went to the hairdresser this week! Ha?! Getting fancy again!
So next week, my cute adorable son is going to stay with the nanny for the first time. I'm terrified he's going to like her more than he loves me, I confess. But I really need a break and if I don't have some time to myself and if I don't go to work muy pronto I'll go insane! It's been a month since I've blogged for the last time and I have quite a big list of things I don't remenber the last time I've done them. I'm starting to loosing it! This is a time to adjust, so I've heard, but does anyone have a fast forward button?